stuck in reverse...

" When you try your best but you don't succeed..
When you get what you want but not what you need..
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep...
Stuck in reverse.... "
-Coldplay - Fix you..

Exactly how I feel lately.. stuck in reverse.. I dont understand Ky at all.. want to end it.. but yet I havent tried.. or more exact if I say never had the chance.. I wanted to be angry at him and end it.. but whenever I'm angry.. he disappear.. he said he would never talk to me when i'm angry.. then what can i do? leave it as it is.. ?!? ..

Actually I'm the type of person who cant never leave things behind.. coz it's always going around in my head.. i guess this time I can't do anything .. but being stucked.. :(